are you an optimistic or persimitic person? there is seems to have alot of bad things happening around me... all are related to life and death....the mama shop uncle whom i always smile with died of stroke.. my neighbour met with an accident and has passed away...my friend's dad died of heart attack.. my friend's dog died in an accident... sometimes i wonder why do i always remenber those sad news... what about those happy moments?
there is a saying that we should live as if there is no tomorrow... can we? i am not very sure if i can do it...i feel it is very hard to live as though there is no tomorrow.. because we know that there is always a tomorrow... ha! as for me, as i am single...i do not have much dating hence i will normally head home straight after long hours of working... i feel i spend more time with my family as compared to my friends... one of the main reason is that i love my family ha! they are my priority now because i feel they are the ones whom will not betray or lie to me... i cannot imagine how can i live without them... i remenbered that my mum visited this fortune teller when i was a child... the fortune teller did a "forcasting" for all of us... and the fortune teller predicted that when we will die..etc. this bothers me alot.. i keep reminding myself that i should treat my parents well as time is running out... as nobody can predicts when is your turn..
there was once my mum fell asleep on the sofa and i thought she wasnt breathing anymore.. (touch wood) i do not know why am i behaving this way.. so weird.. am i abnormal? :P
just got my pc repaired.. it is free of charge... ha all thanks to weijie!
i met up with my buddy zh on saturday... it has been quite a long time since we meet up for blading... when we have reached ecp it was drizzling hence we end up catching a movie in stead...
guess what?! we watched BRATZ... yucks! i nearly fell asleep during the movie... even though the movie sucks big time... but it reminded me something important in life... that is friendship..
i realised after we have graduated from school be it sec or poly.. we will still spend some effort to meet up with each other in the beginning... as time went by... we tend to meet up less often... or only meet up like maybe during whoever birthday celebrations... it got worst when each of us started working... we rarely have the time to meet up... most of us has our own group of friends and activities.. and the size of our gatherings have begun to shrunk too... is this a norm? ha i am not very sure myself.. but one thing for sure is that we are drifting apart... it is kind of sad ya?
i begin to feel that we are drifting apart...because we dont talk to each other often anymore... sometimes we cant even find a common topic... sometimes even argue because of little things.. unlike in the past... we used to share secrets... now everything is so different..
i remenbered once when i went shopping with my friend and her bf... my friend left me out without knowing it...because she is happily chit chatting with her bf all the time... i should have know that this would have happened.. but i always have the mentally that my friend wouldnt do this to me... in the past, she would not leave me out even if she is with her bf... things are different now... well, i hope she didnt do it on purpose... well well, from that day onwards, i told myself i wont ever go out with couples again... i dont want history to repeat itself...
anyways, to my friends out there.. if you have the time to watch BRATZ.. i believe you would have the same thoughts as me... :PP
